Weariness is when we feel like we cannot take another step! All the wind has been knocked out of you and you would give up......but something on the inside clicks and you get a second wind from "somewhere". That somewhere is your spirit man saying "nooooo don't throw in the towel". Your soul which is your intellect tells you " I can't do this, I don't feel like it anymore" Precious one; know that this life is not based on your feelings; even though that is how most operate. You are a spirit, possessing a soul, that lives in a body. Never give the steering wheel to your emotions (which are apart of your soul); they usually drive you straight to a ditch! Your spirit sees you future, knows your future & if you just hang on, Greater is on the way!
I slowly peeled away the mask that seemed to be glued to my life - I wore it for so long that it was hard to decipher between "it" or me. Life had molded me by the dysfunction, words, & circumstances that became intimate with me. My soul was toxic and needed cleansing; however I would not have found that out if I had not picked up my Bible and began to read what God had to say about me - yeah, it was MY responsibility, not my mama, my pastor, or any other person to change my life. I had to become transparent & acknowledge the junk that was in my trunk, & the layers of built up garbage that I allowed to contaminate who I was. Blindfolds are off, now I see - it was done through my transparency.
In the 7th grade; I was taught that the shortest distance is between 2 straight lines. As a Christian; that is not the case! God specializes in road blocks, detours, and U turns all designed to get you to your final destination of Destiny!! All of a sudden; you are there! the place that you dreamed of! Today as i look over my life and the accomplishments that I have made; I thank God for the journey on the way to the destination - because if it wasn't for the journey; I would not be the person that I am today! I would not have discovered that life has its way of contaminating you and if you are not careful you will succumb to the hand that life dealt you instead of the person God created you to be.